the New 2009 !!!!!

as we move into the new 2009, what plans are installed for this year ? more work ? more stress ? more money ? or more problems ?

we will never know. hahaahaa

i know what i want to for this year. To get a house. thats for sure. so, people. please let me save my money for this year to get a house. i want to archive something. Don't tempt me with gadgets, partying and etc....... its made if i do that. =)

As for it, i want to be a better person. Like one of my colleague tell that to herself. she just wanted to change for the best. thats good for her. i am happy.

as i see all my friends getting married last year, i think i should reconsider making a change for myself. But at least a legit one. not a one time thingy.

saturday was wicked.

i had a long holiday and its still continuing. hahahahaha i try to keep myself busy as to fulfill my wish on christmas. 

went to ikea bought stuff..... amazing packed. sigh..... why cant everybody just pick a normal day to go shopping when it has to be that particular day. urrrrggghhhh......

but somehow you suggest, what sort of christ would you have without the joy of being merry. hahahahhaa that is the true spirit. but during the night, my friend raj was calling me out but i couldnt even reach him. what a lame ass thing when i tried calling so many time but at no vail. 

but guess what ????? yahooo i finally have my plasma TV man. hahahahahahhahaa movies marathon is on soon. 

happy weekends man. i know i am enjoying mine. hahahahahhaa

the night was the best

One Utama - Christmas time joy =) 

i had a nice party over the weekend. it was fantastic. i finally brought my friend along to meet with everyone. Everyone was amazed to see her with that love look. =) 

it was amazing man. i had a great time 

the food and things all around. splendid. just splendid.  

thursday

i had a good time meeting up my friends in the place where i dont want to go.

and just talk about his business and etc.....boring.......

then i went to Jeff's house. We are planning to shoot a movie next month on an action sequence.

i m still wondering how to crash a GTR car head on collision on a real action sequence.

so much things to do on just one take . i can imagine how it feels to just take one shot of the sequence and crash the entire car along together with the police cars which PDRM is providing.

there is gonna be bullets, guns and glass shattering along side it.

to get the sequence right, a large pland needs to e drawn. Will update on you guys how i did my sequence shot. Other than that, i think i m gonna start posting alot of filmaking in progress and how to do sequence shot with a minimal amount of budget in your hands.

if you have any suggestions, please feel free to tell me . Secrets are mend to be shared among cinematographers. =)

tuesday

the thing about today is just a normal day. came in the office but many work but its okie.

the day which is not a hectic and boring day is thursday and friday. i got to chat up with my friend yesterday for ice cream, bla bla bla again. and went home and drop dead. Monday is like TIIM ( tang ina is monday ) hahahahaha it is just sux thats all.

but anyhow, christmas is coming around the corner and i want to snap photo's again.

all the shopping mall is my target for this week. i want to clear up work that has been pending for the past 2 months. darn. hhahahhahaha such a horrible thing. but i m gonna start writing off my script starting today. i want to tell a good story that what michael robinson has been telling me since last week. and i want to write a good one.

people, dont promise things if ucant deliver. I know i am one of them. hahahahahaaaaa

monday crap

man i have to work from 7am til 7pm. this is crazy. With the new WFM thing in place. i have to work more and have less off days. i cant anything already. sob sob ! sob ! sob. ..........

anyway, this week i have to clear alot of stuff in my place. My apartment is becoming like a filth. and furthermore, christmas is coming!!!!!! arrrrgggghhhh..... so many things and so little time.

i went to genting over the weekend. spend a nice time in the cafe talking and friends came along as well. we chat and talk crap all the way. the things i do in life make me realised alot of things.

Like when i was with my dad yesterday, i was thinking about how my dad is and etc..... but it makes me sad to hear that my dad is trying very hard to see everything he wants before he goes blind. i cant imagine how my dad would see if he doesnt see anything anymore.T_T just really saddens me.

i wish i could let me dad see the beauty that i would have in life. i would want my dad to see that his son was worth the time and responsibility that he has given.

time will tell..

the time where you can just play to rid the problem

Alot of things have happen over the week , many things especially. i decided to start playing my piano. I took some time off to clear off my mind. i had so many issues which i dont know how i can resolved. Its better i just play for the sake of making me comfortable.

mmm. my piano.

this morning i head to the temple where my mom used to pray almost everyday. i decided that i should make a trip most of the time as my mom use to do that everytime. If life, you are only given one chance to be a better person. and i asked god for forgiveness over the past weeks and people i have neglected. and i show my appreciation to be a better person once again. to finish the work i have been pending all this while and clear it off. It may not be today . but it could be this week. =)

i have god, people i love the most, people who i can trust, people who make me laugh and people who just want to make u angry or i make them angry.

this is life.

we all have problems.

we have to take each step by step in everything we do. future will come by its own
if u learn to clear the past you have make people disgust. it's like My name is Earl, that series. You would have a whole list of people that you would want to forgive. =)

god will always be on our side. we just have to take it one step at the time.

weekends sux but ended with a kiss.....

the night was young and everyone was either sad or happy. =) 

i had a great time going out with karl and people i just met. i wonder what it would be like 

if i were together with them. went driving around putrajaya and somehow ended up in another place. hmmm..... i wonder where. hahahahahaaa 

its raining and raining for the past few days and i have been thinking so much . i told myself, if i was given a chance to know someone , like someone and love someone ,would that means it is call love?  

this week is gonna be a different thing again. god i miss that.  i want it one more time. =) 

the things that hates us the most.

Different places for different drinks. 

now my weekend is not what i expected. i was rough at sea and started with a big tidal wave. imagine the only person u know for so many years just didn't quite listen to me but still becomes emotionally sensitive, but still it was my fault. 

i went home very late from work as i had to stop by to visit a friend which i stood up for quite sometime already. so in regards i was so damn tired, i had to go some how. showing my face to him. i sitted for so darn long while he is playing girlie makeup stuff for seminar. And after that went to lunch, as usual he never change a single bit at all . still demanding me to buy his products and offering me deals of all his marketing stuff. 

i was so darn tired. too tired until i nearly got an accident on the road. Raymond wake up !!!!! sigh...... and then i overslept i had promise a best friend of mine to head up to ipoh for his brid

es engagement thingy, but i overslept. I really knocked out flat dead. and then shit started. he starts arguing coz i didnt come and etc....... i mean come on man. i worked over the past week coming home at 11am in the morning and start working again at night, have some dignity and understanding man. and if he place was near, i could have cancel all my plans and head over to the event. Fortunately, another friend of his also stood him 

up. nobody wants to drive to ipoh and its a long holiday as well. 

so ended i went out with karl. told him about the problem, and we eventually wanted to head up there but it was too late. so i msg him, and he start saying all the F*** words and etc.... well, raymond its just another day. everybody knows it. 

but i eventually had fun. went out for drinks, chill out and head home to sleep. 

Me and michelle at Tamarind Spring . 

i saw my magazine i made in a government office in PUTRAJAYA !!!!!!!! hahahahaha 

that is funny. 

I wonder what is morning like with the flower over your head in EDS. 

ths friday is coming

well, folks been damn tired to write on the blog. hahahahaha i know that i will giv eu update. But instead. i have photo's .

so this time i will just click and snap photo's around. christmas time is coming around. need to buy clothes, gifts, and donate to the orphanage. Want to do that for christmas time. Its time that i should be forgiving rather than dominating. hahahahhaa

this month all i want for christmas is my plasma TV . 37 inch in the living room. hhahahahahaa
i just want to watch movie. Learning from A to Z . pictures coming soon.