what did i do on monday and today ???

what hectic day on monday. recovering from all the crap i did last saturday. hahahahaaa but yesterday was a nightmare. been placed onto the calls and screwed up one thing. Dont know how to use .








during the day i went to clear bills. =( thats sux man. then i went and check out on my new notebook. ask Midvalley store if they had stock. and they did. Darn, its RM6,999 !!!!!!!!!





why does apple have to be so so so damn exspensive. ?





but after so many years an apple fan, i still buy apple. Cant settle for any other notebook.



mac book pro, just wait for me ar .... hahahahaaa

just slacking all the way.......

What a saturday

saturday i was flat dead as i was head out in the afternoon to shop for shoes and clothes. Then had dinner in ming thien with my friend and just sit down. Later i have already made plans to head out to meet my old friend . went out...... Driving non stop in puchong for god knows where am i heading as well.

hahahahahaha i kinda got lost somewhere around but ended up somewhere waiting for my best friend. man, that guy was a slow turtle. then they decided they wanted to GO MOS ( Ministry of sound ) . ohhhhh crap . hahahahahahahaaa so i drove all the way there. but they told me that they want to go KL for a moment.

so we head off to KL ........ Guesss what ? they wanted to go to the orange club. Hennesy Artistry Event was going on over there. Man, the place so packed up until no one could even WALK!!!!!!!! Arrrrrggghhhh...... there was this girl so anxious on shane ward knocked me at the back of it.

Bitch........

then we decided to head off coz there was too crowded and too many people. I had my friend took shots of the place. Roy, please i want the photo. hahahahahaaa

then we head back to sunway. AS usual, we head to MOS . hhahahahaha

Hed Kandi was playing over there. Damn it was crowded again. by the time i reached there, i was merely to 30% drunk. hhahahahahaaaa couldnt find a table as well. Friend and i bought a bottle but i didnt want to buy and drink. I was just trying to clear it off coz who is gonna drive this people home. The worst thing is one person lives in Bukit rimau, the other in Gombak !!!!!!!! ohhhhh shit. hahahahahaaa

we party , dance for 3 hours nonstop until my kaki hurts. ouuuuccchhhh..... but funniest thing was my friend was being attacked by a gay. hahahhaahahaaaa that guy slapped his ass for no reason on the dance floor. hahahhhahaaaa ewwwwww...... by the time the place closed, and again one girl she was too wild she flung her hand and hit my lip. Damn it hurts badly when i was on the dance floor. and guess what ? it was my friend. hahahahahahaaa

went out sober and couldnt find my parking lot coz i knew i parked in the level i remember but could u imagine, a pillar was blocking my view and that made me thought i didnt parked there. spend 20 min looking for my car. urrrgghhh........

well, i had fun. but my ears still hurts . hmmmmmmm. =(

surprise surprise ........... hahahahahaha

Didnt sleep enough today.....sigh.... but receive alot of good news. I went with my friend look at wedding cake and ordered a few places. got a few more things for his wedding and etc.... then we went house hunting. Like we just strike lottery or my friend inherits millions of dollars. hahahhaaaa

we took a drive to Desa parkcity. OMG ..... the house is amazing. too bad is freaking RM 1.9 million!!!!!!!!!!!!! arrrrrggggghhhhh. anyway, i sneak my iphone in and took photo's of the show unit houses. Pretty impressive. heheheheee

my dream, to own that kind of design. my friend was too tempted that he wants to go Ikea to buy furnishing for his house. hahahahahaah we checked a few areas. But this is so far the best i have seen. =)

I had another surprise. Changing cars soon. hahahahahaaaa after how long. Tomorrow i'll be checking the car's condition to trade in with my Kembara. We have moments in that. and finally i got a car upgrade.

SAD SAD DAY ..................... RIP =)

what a day to start everything when my apple powerbook, after 8 years of being together with me, just died......... i was trying to revive back the powerbook but it didnt work. well, it lasted a good 8 years.

now i have to look for another notebook. a mac book pro. sob* Sob* sob* ............ i was about to plan on purchasing a plasma TV but now i gotta purchase my notebook. All my work depends on it. =(

this sux................. just when everything is was going so well and ended up another pile of problem. arrrrgggghhhh.....................

Tuesday........

got a call from someone i havent hear for a long time. its been 6 years since i last talk to her. she is currently working in US for columbia tristar company. knew her back then when she was working for the production i did for Hallmark. she was asking me how was malaysia. she has not come back to her own house for decades. heheheheee but she gave me a good advice and also a job. but it requires me to go to hollywood. sigh...... well, next time then.

later that evening my sister gave me tickets to go see max payne but too bad i cant go for the premier. hahahhahahaaaa and worst of all the seats is too near. =(

anyhow, wish that i could get Harry potter . hahahahaaaa after the work .

sunday for relax ..... . but nothing beats by doing visual fx work .

nothing beats better than a cup of green tea in the morning. =) clearing up my stuff on the computer i have left for ages, finishing up websites and video edits i left pending and still can do so many stuff..... positive attitude. heheheheeee 

i took some efford to draw out this 3D rose which i had done a few months back but i just never had the time to complete it. so finially i completed it. 

later during the day i'll update anything that i can think . hahhahahaaaa 

a day of mourning

today is really a sad day. i had to bring my sister to her friends mom's funeral. it was really sad. and worst of all. she is deaf. it's hard to see someone you love alot just goes off just like that. without even saying goodbye. And she cant even hear at all. T _ T 

u know, i started to understand why people tend to get married early. They know that their parents arent gonna live there for long and the fact sometimes we try to just ignored it and move along with our own life. sometimes we tend to make the same mistakes over again, we try to find the perfect person in our life and in the end still fail, or u just want to stay and be yourself forever. it all makes clear sense now. Whenever i see my sister's friend crying over her mom, i felt that she wanted her mom to see her get married. she wanted to see her live the life of being deaf and show that she can determine herself that even though she is deaf, she is just like any other normal person. 

it all makes sense why my friend was telling me " the time bomb has been set " . my dad is not getting better. i have to admit that. taking care of him is something every son should do when your dad is sick. most of the time, i take my dad to the dialysis centre in the morning. And i did spend time with my dad most of it. But still, i want my dad to see me be a successful person and getting married and etc.... =) 

Friday met up my friends in alexsis in midvalley. joking and laughing and etc..... but i am gonna say it and damn it i am going to. my friend literally took my hp and started replying to people by sms. i got kinda pissed off that he did that to me thinking that someone might even thought i am an ass in replying those sms with compulsive words and a kind of desperation. It really did. the night was not nice. i was 5 min late to work and couldnt think of anything. People started calling me in telling me, Raymond !!!!!! how coould u say that in the sms ? i was totally fucked. Thanx to my friend writing all the bullshit and nonsense and sending it. 

oh i really wish i could just go back to thursday. well, i aint gonna tell it here. Thats for sure. 

kinda remember when i read sean penn's autobiography. he quoted : 

Love is a mess, at best, and i figure it can be very real in spite of all the things people try to attach to it. - Sean Penn 

end.....

Just my luck....

well, this day is just hectic and suck up . =) i barely even make it to office on time, but i really did enjoy my thursday. that really cheer me up . friday was just not what i expected.

went dinner out in alexis at midvalley, friends all gagging up and talk stuff with each other.

i was thinking what am i doing here at the first place ? why cant there is spices in your life ? i really felt so contented that i just want to head back to the time when i was in college. i had fun there . this is plain, boring and suck Raymond. hahahahahaaa

what i love to do every friday was to head out, watch a movie, talk about good ole times as well as being just you. wish i could do that all over again . god, if i ever had a chance to be in that place, i really wanted to . i just want to get out from everyone. be like where i was last time. Book a hotel room , write scripts and just listen to jazz music. Damn i wish for that again to happen. but i think it will. i can do it.!!!!!!! Be positive !!!!!!!

i use to travel around so much , i keep a log journal with me wherever i go. but now, these past few days just too lazy to keep on track on all this things. This sux. hhahahahaaa dont care. i will start my travel log soon.

Wednesday is crap.......=(

what a day to start wednesday. At least i had a fun for a while only. .....


was driving my dad to the hospital , drop him off. and had breakfast with him.
i slept the whole afternoon . my friend initially told me that he wants to watch a movie at 4pm. but too bad, i got up late. hehehheeeee

but later in the evening, i did so many stuff. productivity 80% .

but then, later it became a stressful thing. no jam, but mistakes and mistakes are benig made. sigh........ i just want to go home la. hahahahahaaaa its not my day .

tuesday is like that

i met up my friend during lunch time. And we ate Prawn mee....... hahahahaaaa near kepong baru.

that was so good. heheheheee

late rin the afternoon i wanted to check out in the apartment but i was too tired to go anywhere, instead i fell asleep after that good food. =) woke up like 5.30pm . Darn i didnt realised i was that tired.

when i was driving on the way to work, i stop by a shop to check on furniture stuff. there was nothing much inside but they had some items i want to buy. too bad still saving money for something. =) sob...sob...sob...

i got a call when arriving at work. My friend told me that i had to plan for his wedding which is coming next year. So i told him that i will come out with a few ideas for his video.

i wish i have help from someone . heheheheee that way i can spend more time doing technical stuff...

Another day of monday.......sigh.

woke up quite early and had the service people came over to my house to service my aircond. noisy as hell...... urrrggghhhh.



then i head off to check on some items outside, did my banking stuff and visit a production house in the morning.



i just found out the job that they are offering. Darn, it is too good to be true. =(

called up a friend and he told me to stay on in EDS but 70% of people told me that i should be taking up the film job. i m seriously stuck in between now.



what more i did was to start working on the jobs that had to be done by this week. otherwise i m screwed. and shooting of a local

sunday blues......

its a sunday. cant think of any what i shall do .i literally slept the whole day without not doing anything. Yesterday night i had to edit a video of a friend corperate video that he needs to submit on monday. But it turn out well. and got paid. hahahhahaa. 

i head out today to have lunch with my parents. dad wanted to try some place new . so had to drive a very far place. later the day, i went to jeff's house to talk about shooting a film. Crap, i was being given the AC ( Assistant Camera ) Job for a feature length film here in malaysia. The first 35mm movie shot on anamorphic. Well, if you folks don't know about it. 

so anyways, i had to give them a 2 week request respond if i would want the job. I was thinking hard the whole day. 35 days shoot. RMxx,xxx , my first feature length film. =-----(  i have to think about it. 

back home i was also thinking alot of stuff. From work in EDS, the upcoming jobs which i have to take, was thinking about someone as well...... ever since i started working, it was okie at the first run, but after that when my efford of applying for a feature film came true, it just hits right in the brick wall. my ma told me the job could be an on and off job. but my mom knows i have been doing this for many years and she wants to see my work on the TV and cinema. God, what should i do ?  

in the evening, my best friend raj came by and his ex-gf's brother called him out. we went all the way to KLCC on a wet evening. sigh.....horrible. just not a day at all. buka puasa and head straight back home. 

then i started posting up this blog, started doing my video edit for my short film, did color correction and etc.... i'll post up the picture to let u have a look at my work. 

saturday - weekend of enjoy.

Yay...... saturday. but still i didnt had enough sleep at all. =( 

i head back to my apartment and guess what ??? i couldnt sleep. 

so i clean the place. 

i was suppose to be on a shoot, but the director 

called me at night to say that the shoot was postpone until further notice due to insufficient funds. heheheheee tsk tsk tsk money management problem as always. 

afternoon i picked up my best friend karl and we head over to a few places and my gosh i had to my little sister up . sigh....... why cant she drive? nobody knows. 

I break fast with him at damansara uptown and along the way i was snapping photo's as usual . 

Hot sunny day and so many people. arrrggghhh. especially queuing at the bank to widraw money. 

later in the evening, i went out with his indo friends. my god i havent seen them in ages. we were sitting and talking for 3 hours !!!!!!! OMG. hahahahahaa but they was so many stories i miss so much. not imagining i understood what they are saying. God, i miss jakarta so much. 

the food, the shopping complex, the people and the music. its just so fantastic. i remember once when i went to this hotel call " Hotel Murni ". That place is a hang out place for all the adults and working people as well as teenages go there and sit down to listen the jazz performers. 

gue udah lupa berbisa bhsa indonesia .hahhaahahaaaa

and we headed to play pool at the sports bar. it was fun. =) came home flat dead on the couch typing this thing. ........ 

Boring friday

i got up........my back was hurting and i couldn't move my right arm. arrrggghhhh. thats the problem when sleeping only one side of the bed. =)

i head off met my best friend to have dinner. He wanted to head out and party tonight but i just couldn't go . so we ended talking thing we have not catch up for some time.

Step into the office, didnt felt good already. And started to get sleepy. yawwwwnnnnn....

i wish the day would just come and go. and on and on and on .........
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TGIF ( thank god is friday )

I was still at the office typing this out. Didn't what to type as i was falling asleep on the table. but i manage to go out and click photographs you would never imagine seeing it. and i couldnt help seeing this sky. it was so beautiful. The ray of light and the sun starts rising up. =) And this was at about 6.30am at the EDS office. hahahahaaaa 

As i stood outside waiting the sun to come up, there i head back in and finish my work . 

alright..........its 8am, still clearing up my work , say good byes to people and i will never forget that...... hahaahahhaaha too bad i aint gonna say

 it out in here. 

so i met my friend, got too enthusiastic with the scenery, i ran down to grab my camera. and i took more and more photo's in front of the building. hahahahaha damn i just cant believe i did that. 

kept on snapping and snapping until it's time for me to go home. =) 

This is for you . 

Thursday - the day of stress in the morning and chill in the evening

went back stucked in a jam today. arrrrgggghhhh. for 1 hour plus. got home went flat dead in the bed. then my client came by to check on video editing. took only 1/2 hour. Thank god for that. after that i could sleep so peacefully. But it was so hot today i could barely even sleep . but i sleep anyways.

Then i woke up 6pm. a friend asked me to join he and his gf for drinks at vinty's in damansara . That was a good drink . 2005 sauvignon blanc from chile, that was fantastic. talked about what happen and bullshit la. hahahahaaaa

i manage to reach to office in time just enough to take a few photo's of the putrajaya bridge and the moon . i dont know if it looks okie but it looks very nice on the camera.

hahahahaa..... it did.

When i saw the moon, it began to make me wonder about something or someone. =)

What a great day to start the work

Normally i would wake up all tired and thinking what i should do today. But seeing someone did make my day a better place. imagine meeting someone who has common interest as you has so many things to talk about. I was surprised to hear and glad to know that i could share my thoughts to that special someone. Damn, i wish i could have more time. hahahahahaaa anyways, i started writing my story script and hope to show it to someone. =)

And then i head off to see my friend, Jeff. he passed me the storyboard that was going to be done this saturday's shoot for a TV commercial for Deepavali.

Driving back home.... Faith hill's song came up on the radio. That reminds me of my friend telling about how he dedicated the song to his new girl . hahahaaa.

i wish the day wouldnt have ended so fast. but looking forward to the days ahead. =)

My first time blogging.

Date : 10 september 2008

Its my first time writing crap in this page. but i will keep u update on my status for Filmaking and upcoming inside production of any upcoming movie. I'll keep you post dated.