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Monday, November 10, 2008

God damn Fever

What a way to start last weekend. I came down with a bad bad fever, dont even know what or where the heck i was heading to. i just went brain dead. Stayed in the house trying to clear whatever shit it is left in my system.


I was dreaming quite alot of stuff. I was thinking people were telling me its not the time yet. And they were saying that you are already there. And i started to think about god,

and my life started to change from one place to another. and i thought back the problem i did faced in my life and its not about persuing for something ,its all just a routine we always do in our life. Sometimes, to make us feel happy, we have to satisfy ourself in doing the same thing over and over again.

when i woke up from bed, i knew that every thing has a new turning point in life.

u try to imagine like for instance u might feel that you are going off to heaven one day, but its not your time yet ? well, that is how you feel when ure gravely ill and u just went from point A to point B.

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