the New 2009 !!!!!

as we move into the new 2009, what plans are installed for this year ? more work ? more stress ? more money ? or more problems ?

we will never know. hahaahaa

i know what i want to for this year. To get a house. thats for sure. so, people. please let me save my money for this year to get a house. i want to archive something. Don't tempt me with gadgets, partying and etc....... its made if i do that. =)

As for it, i want to be a better person. Like one of my colleague tell that to herself. she just wanted to change for the best. thats good for her. i am happy.

as i see all my friends getting married last year, i think i should reconsider making a change for myself. But at least a legit one. not a one time thingy.

saturday was wicked.

i had a long holiday and its still continuing. hahahahaha i try to keep myself busy as to fulfill my wish on christmas. 

went to ikea bought stuff..... amazing packed. sigh..... why cant everybody just pick a normal day to go shopping when it has to be that particular day. urrrrggghhhh......

but somehow you suggest, what sort of christ would you have without the joy of being merry. hahahahhaa that is the true spirit. but during the night, my friend raj was calling me out but i couldnt even reach him. what a lame ass thing when i tried calling so many time but at no vail. 

but guess what ????? yahooo i finally have my plasma TV man. hahahahahahhahaa movies marathon is on soon. 

happy weekends man. i know i am enjoying mine. hahahahahhaa

the night was the best

One Utama - Christmas time joy =) 

i had a nice party over the weekend. it was fantastic. i finally brought my friend along to meet with everyone. Everyone was amazed to see her with that love look. =) 

it was amazing man. i had a great time 

the food and things all around. splendid. just splendid.  

thursday

i had a good time meeting up my friends in the place where i dont want to go.

and just talk about his business and etc.....boring.......

then i went to Jeff's house. We are planning to shoot a movie next month on an action sequence.

i m still wondering how to crash a GTR car head on collision on a real action sequence.

so much things to do on just one take . i can imagine how it feels to just take one shot of the sequence and crash the entire car along together with the police cars which PDRM is providing.

there is gonna be bullets, guns and glass shattering along side it.

to get the sequence right, a large pland needs to e drawn. Will update on you guys how i did my sequence shot. Other than that, i think i m gonna start posting alot of filmaking in progress and how to do sequence shot with a minimal amount of budget in your hands.

if you have any suggestions, please feel free to tell me . Secrets are mend to be shared among cinematographers. =)

tuesday

the thing about today is just a normal day. came in the office but many work but its okie.

the day which is not a hectic and boring day is thursday and friday. i got to chat up with my friend yesterday for ice cream, bla bla bla again. and went home and drop dead. Monday is like TIIM ( tang ina is monday ) hahahahaha it is just sux thats all.

but anyhow, christmas is coming around the corner and i want to snap photo's again.

all the shopping mall is my target for this week. i want to clear up work that has been pending for the past 2 months. darn. hhahahhahaha such a horrible thing. but i m gonna start writing off my script starting today. i want to tell a good story that what michael robinson has been telling me since last week. and i want to write a good one.

people, dont promise things if ucant deliver. I know i am one of them. hahahahahaaaaa

monday crap

man i have to work from 7am til 7pm. this is crazy. With the new WFM thing in place. i have to work more and have less off days. i cant anything already. sob sob ! sob ! sob. ..........

anyway, this week i have to clear alot of stuff in my place. My apartment is becoming like a filth. and furthermore, christmas is coming!!!!!! arrrrgggghhhh..... so many things and so little time.

i went to genting over the weekend. spend a nice time in the cafe talking and friends came along as well. we chat and talk crap all the way. the things i do in life make me realised alot of things.

Like when i was with my dad yesterday, i was thinking about how my dad is and etc..... but it makes me sad to hear that my dad is trying very hard to see everything he wants before he goes blind. i cant imagine how my dad would see if he doesnt see anything anymore.T_T just really saddens me.

i wish i could let me dad see the beauty that i would have in life. i would want my dad to see that his son was worth the time and responsibility that he has given.

time will tell..

the time where you can just play to rid the problem

Alot of things have happen over the week , many things especially. i decided to start playing my piano. I took some time off to clear off my mind. i had so many issues which i dont know how i can resolved. Its better i just play for the sake of making me comfortable.

mmm. my piano.

this morning i head to the temple where my mom used to pray almost everyday. i decided that i should make a trip most of the time as my mom use to do that everytime. If life, you are only given one chance to be a better person. and i asked god for forgiveness over the past weeks and people i have neglected. and i show my appreciation to be a better person once again. to finish the work i have been pending all this while and clear it off. It may not be today . but it could be this week. =)

i have god, people i love the most, people who i can trust, people who make me laugh and people who just want to make u angry or i make them angry.

this is life.

we all have problems.

we have to take each step by step in everything we do. future will come by its own
if u learn to clear the past you have make people disgust. it's like My name is Earl, that series. You would have a whole list of people that you would want to forgive. =)

god will always be on our side. we just have to take it one step at the time.

weekends sux but ended with a kiss.....

the night was young and everyone was either sad or happy. =) 

i had a great time going out with karl and people i just met. i wonder what it would be like 

if i were together with them. went driving around putrajaya and somehow ended up in another place. hmmm..... i wonder where. hahahahahaaa 

its raining and raining for the past few days and i have been thinking so much . i told myself, if i was given a chance to know someone , like someone and love someone ,would that means it is call love?  

this week is gonna be a different thing again. god i miss that.  i want it one more time. =) 

the things that hates us the most.

Different places for different drinks. 

now my weekend is not what i expected. i was rough at sea and started with a big tidal wave. imagine the only person u know for so many years just didn't quite listen to me but still becomes emotionally sensitive, but still it was my fault. 

i went home very late from work as i had to stop by to visit a friend which i stood up for quite sometime already. so in regards i was so damn tired, i had to go some how. showing my face to him. i sitted for so darn long while he is playing girlie makeup stuff for seminar. And after that went to lunch, as usual he never change a single bit at all . still demanding me to buy his products and offering me deals of all his marketing stuff. 

i was so darn tired. too tired until i nearly got an accident on the road. Raymond wake up !!!!! sigh...... and then i overslept i had promise a best friend of mine to head up to ipoh for his brid

es engagement thingy, but i overslept. I really knocked out flat dead. and then shit started. he starts arguing coz i didnt come and etc....... i mean come on man. i worked over the past week coming home at 11am in the morning and start working again at night, have some dignity and understanding man. and if he place was near, i could have cancel all my plans and head over to the event. Fortunately, another friend of his also stood him 

up. nobody wants to drive to ipoh and its a long holiday as well. 

so ended i went out with karl. told him about the problem, and we eventually wanted to head up there but it was too late. so i msg him, and he start saying all the F*** words and etc.... well, raymond its just another day. everybody knows it. 

but i eventually had fun. went out for drinks, chill out and head home to sleep. 

Me and michelle at Tamarind Spring . 

i saw my magazine i made in a government office in PUTRAJAYA !!!!!!!! hahahahaha 

that is funny. 

I wonder what is morning like with the flower over your head in EDS. 

ths friday is coming

well, folks been damn tired to write on the blog. hahahahaha i know that i will giv eu update. But instead. i have photo's .

so this time i will just click and snap photo's around. christmas time is coming around. need to buy clothes, gifts, and donate to the orphanage. Want to do that for christmas time. Its time that i should be forgiving rather than dominating. hahahahhaa

this month all i want for christmas is my plasma TV . 37 inch in the living room. hhahahahahaa
i just want to watch movie. Learning from A to Z . pictures coming soon.

Friday the nut case

i had an annual off day from my work. Yahooo........ I slept the whole day literally. Darn. lost another day. hahahahahahaa Anyway, I had a good time yesterday went dinner with an old friend of mine but Just get into personal talks and pig talks. hahahahaaha


And we started driving around the whole city by just looking at the moonlight staring at the top of the sky. looks so blur la. hahahahahhaaa

I had dinner in italiannies and we ate the most nicest dish that i had. mmmmmm yum.

but i got to drive the most exspensive car. hahahahahaaa A BMW 5 series.

damn man the feeling and the condition just so subperb. hahhahahahaaaaa

i m going to buy clothes today. and i m not going to penang today . sad ... sad. sad.

well, at least i gotta do one thing. See my friend again. hahahahaaaa

Friday and the rest of the week

people,

sorry for not updating again. Monday was like a nightmare, and tuesday as well.

i will updating very often from now on. Coz alot of people would want to keep me post dated what i am doing. But please no dirty jokes and screwed up spam messages.

thursday was wonderful. I got to spend with someone for a pre celebration birthday . i made her happy by passing an ipod to her... hahahahaa how cool is that. the things we do in life is always make everyone happy. but u cant make everyone happy. Only the important people.

I feel that going a mile long to understand someone is important. coz u never know, people would appreciate you always.

The fact is hard for people to do it. But guys, please....show some compasion man. Enough of the MCP (Male shovinise pig ) crap and NATO ( No action talk only ) .

this weekend is going to be just plain me. No special thing involved. I just want to sit down and write peerfectly good script. But i had a plan to go penang. Darn. hahahahahaaa i almost forgotten about it.

Well, have a nice weekend ahead man.

The saturday becomes a movie marathon

nothing to do in the officceee.... Slacking only. =)

went and watched so many movies in a day. almost 8 movies today. And will continue again tonight. hahahahaaaaa

but i had a wonderful dinner during the rain, Thai food and going to sleep. what can be so beautiful than to dream about it. then gotta get up. arrrggghhh. was dreaming already. romantic it may seems, but gotta work. sigh......


Today in my agenda for movies,

Movies i have not seen at all. Stacks of DVD pilling in my living room and must watch all of it.

and still thinking of someone at the same time. gosh.... heheheeee
do i sense love is in the air or is it just the movies i m watching becomes a fairytale to me . ? hahahahhaaa .......

UPDATES !!!!!

i got alot of things to tell. I am looking for actors and actress for a short film which will be shooting on the beginning of dec. So anyone interested, please email to me at

imagepixel@gmail.com

looking for male 24-25 years of age , not so well build, chinese
Female 22 - 23 years of age, Chinese .

Casting audition will be held on the 29 nov 2008 . Location will be confirmed.

other than that, Video editing is now giving me a headache. Motion graphics titling are pain in the arse. arrggghhh..... why cant i be like Klye Cooper ? the man behind of all the introduction movie titles for movies ? He has big ideas on graphics. or the people from Yu+co company .

u know, dont bother. gonna put that little efford to do it.


From next week onwards, i will be listing the movies which are good and bad. So people, keep your eyes wide open for it. coz its gonna be thing u never realised in movies.

God damn Fever

What a way to start last weekend. I came down with a bad bad fever, dont even know what or where the heck i was heading to. i just went brain dead. Stayed in the house trying to clear whatever shit it is left in my system.


I was dreaming quite alot of stuff. I was thinking people were telling me its not the time yet. And they were saying that you are already there. And i started to think about god,

and my life started to change from one place to another. and i thought back the problem i did faced in my life and its not about persuing for something ,its all just a routine we always do in our life. Sometimes, to make us feel happy, we have to satisfy ourself in doing the same thing over and over again.

when i woke up from bed, i knew that every thing has a new turning point in life.

u try to imagine like for instance u might feel that you are going off to heaven one day, but its not your time yet ? well, that is how you feel when ure gravely ill and u just went from point A to point B.

another delay in blogging

i didnt got the mood to write, but anyways, i m starting to write again once more.

last week was my friends registration and he didnt want to go through the ceremony. Probably because he is indian and traditional parents tend to force marriage in them. It kept me wondering, i should be the one being picked for arrange marriage instead of my friend. though it seems to be funny, but yeah.....

i think its better to find it yourself. =0

I didnt get anough sleep this past few days as i was editing the wedding video of my best friend wedding. it was so beautiful. It shows that he really loved his fiancee so much.

when am i getting married ? how ? when ? what ? and will ?

i think to myself that its my time to take a step forward a new side in life.

maybe its not having a big gala wedding just to make people say Waaaaa....
but a wedding will be the most happiest thing in life.
imagine the person u love so much will be there always.

pray raymond. Pray for something good to come.

long time no see

well people, i havent been writing in this blog for along time. let me just summarised what has happen.

Last week installing alot of software into my new macbook pro. getting ready to do my work.
then went out dinner with friends. Chat and chat bla bla bla bla.....
I saw alot of movies at home ranging from top A to top C grade movies. sux....
was talking to a friend of mine about the arrangement of the wedding and the shots. Yay !!! HD !!!

I think that sums it all. saw Max payne today. The story line was kinda what they had in the game but i feel that spices are missing and the story is too dry. Its just getting back at killers, i mean come on man. What the heck is that. i mean Beau Thorne is sux man when it comes to writing the screenplay. First timer but the director is good. i dont complaint the director but the screenply writer total sux.


well, this is an example of screen writers go bad. Take my advice u want to see a good screenwriter, take for example francis ford coppola, or citizen kane Herman Mankiewicz and Orson Welles wrote that, or Andrew Niccol who wrote the terminal and my all time favourite Alan Ball , the one wrote American beauty and Six feet under.

Here is the list of movies that you should watch :

1 . Citizen Kane - its an old movie but this is an academy award screenplay .
2. Psycho (1960) - The best cinematography shots for beginners.
3. el mariachi - Robert Rodriguez self made movie with under USD $ 7,000
4. gone with the wind - Love story with buildup sets. The start of west end musical production.
5. Scarface - The dialogue is an acedemy award thing
6. Godfather - Francis ford coppola all time favourite. That what makes mafia exist until now.
7. Schindler's List (1993) - Steven spielberg made a big contraversial out of it after his ET thing.
8. Forrest gump - Was told in a real situation and made other movies follow real life scenarios and shere determination.

there will be more. I cant label alot of things. hahahahaaaa

My sunday couldnt have been better

hahahahahahaha finally i got my macbook pro !!!!!!!!!!! after how long man. 

this is like a fairy tale to me. but it was worth. i want to start doing alot of work in this thing. 

u know, time to push the limit of this notebook . hahahahahaaaa

what did i do on monday and today ???

what hectic day on monday. recovering from all the crap i did last saturday. hahahahaaa but yesterday was a nightmare. been placed onto the calls and screwed up one thing. Dont know how to use .








during the day i went to clear bills. =( thats sux man. then i went and check out on my new notebook. ask Midvalley store if they had stock. and they did. Darn, its RM6,999 !!!!!!!!!





why does apple have to be so so so damn exspensive. ?





but after so many years an apple fan, i still buy apple. Cant settle for any other notebook.



mac book pro, just wait for me ar .... hahahahaaa

just slacking all the way.......

What a saturday

saturday i was flat dead as i was head out in the afternoon to shop for shoes and clothes. Then had dinner in ming thien with my friend and just sit down. Later i have already made plans to head out to meet my old friend . went out...... Driving non stop in puchong for god knows where am i heading as well.

hahahahahaha i kinda got lost somewhere around but ended up somewhere waiting for my best friend. man, that guy was a slow turtle. then they decided they wanted to GO MOS ( Ministry of sound ) . ohhhhh crap . hahahahahahahaaa so i drove all the way there. but they told me that they want to go KL for a moment.

so we head off to KL ........ Guesss what ? they wanted to go to the orange club. Hennesy Artistry Event was going on over there. Man, the place so packed up until no one could even WALK!!!!!!!! Arrrrrggghhhh...... there was this girl so anxious on shane ward knocked me at the back of it.

Bitch........

then we decided to head off coz there was too crowded and too many people. I had my friend took shots of the place. Roy, please i want the photo. hahahahahaaa

then we head back to sunway. AS usual, we head to MOS . hhahahahaha

Hed Kandi was playing over there. Damn it was crowded again. by the time i reached there, i was merely to 30% drunk. hhahahahahaaaa couldnt find a table as well. Friend and i bought a bottle but i didnt want to buy and drink. I was just trying to clear it off coz who is gonna drive this people home. The worst thing is one person lives in Bukit rimau, the other in Gombak !!!!!!!! ohhhhh shit. hahahahahaaa

we party , dance for 3 hours nonstop until my kaki hurts. ouuuuccchhhh..... but funniest thing was my friend was being attacked by a gay. hahahhaahahaaaa that guy slapped his ass for no reason on the dance floor. hahahhhahaaaa ewwwwww...... by the time the place closed, and again one girl she was too wild she flung her hand and hit my lip. Damn it hurts badly when i was on the dance floor. and guess what ? it was my friend. hahahahahahaaa

went out sober and couldnt find my parking lot coz i knew i parked in the level i remember but could u imagine, a pillar was blocking my view and that made me thought i didnt parked there. spend 20 min looking for my car. urrrgghhh........

well, i had fun. but my ears still hurts . hmmmmmmm. =(

surprise surprise ........... hahahahahaha

Didnt sleep enough today.....sigh.... but receive alot of good news. I went with my friend look at wedding cake and ordered a few places. got a few more things for his wedding and etc.... then we went house hunting. Like we just strike lottery or my friend inherits millions of dollars. hahahhaaaa

we took a drive to Desa parkcity. OMG ..... the house is amazing. too bad is freaking RM 1.9 million!!!!!!!!!!!!! arrrrrggggghhhhh. anyway, i sneak my iphone in and took photo's of the show unit houses. Pretty impressive. heheheheee

my dream, to own that kind of design. my friend was too tempted that he wants to go Ikea to buy furnishing for his house. hahahahahaah we checked a few areas. But this is so far the best i have seen. =)

I had another surprise. Changing cars soon. hahahahahaaaa after how long. Tomorrow i'll be checking the car's condition to trade in with my Kembara. We have moments in that. and finally i got a car upgrade.

SAD SAD DAY ..................... RIP =)

what a day to start everything when my apple powerbook, after 8 years of being together with me, just died......... i was trying to revive back the powerbook but it didnt work. well, it lasted a good 8 years.

now i have to look for another notebook. a mac book pro. sob* Sob* sob* ............ i was about to plan on purchasing a plasma TV but now i gotta purchase my notebook. All my work depends on it. =(

this sux................. just when everything is was going so well and ended up another pile of problem. arrrrgggghhhh.....................

Tuesday........

got a call from someone i havent hear for a long time. its been 6 years since i last talk to her. she is currently working in US for columbia tristar company. knew her back then when she was working for the production i did for Hallmark. she was asking me how was malaysia. she has not come back to her own house for decades. heheheheee but she gave me a good advice and also a job. but it requires me to go to hollywood. sigh...... well, next time then.

later that evening my sister gave me tickets to go see max payne but too bad i cant go for the premier. hahahhahahaaaa and worst of all the seats is too near. =(

anyhow, wish that i could get Harry potter . hahahahaaaa after the work .

sunday for relax ..... . but nothing beats by doing visual fx work .

nothing beats better than a cup of green tea in the morning. =) clearing up my stuff on the computer i have left for ages, finishing up websites and video edits i left pending and still can do so many stuff..... positive attitude. heheheheeee 

i took some efford to draw out this 3D rose which i had done a few months back but i just never had the time to complete it. so finially i completed it. 

later during the day i'll update anything that i can think . hahhahahaaaa 

a day of mourning

today is really a sad day. i had to bring my sister to her friends mom's funeral. it was really sad. and worst of all. she is deaf. it's hard to see someone you love alot just goes off just like that. without even saying goodbye. And she cant even hear at all. T _ T 

u know, i started to understand why people tend to get married early. They know that their parents arent gonna live there for long and the fact sometimes we try to just ignored it and move along with our own life. sometimes we tend to make the same mistakes over again, we try to find the perfect person in our life and in the end still fail, or u just want to stay and be yourself forever. it all makes clear sense now. Whenever i see my sister's friend crying over her mom, i felt that she wanted her mom to see her get married. she wanted to see her live the life of being deaf and show that she can determine herself that even though she is deaf, she is just like any other normal person. 

it all makes sense why my friend was telling me " the time bomb has been set " . my dad is not getting better. i have to admit that. taking care of him is something every son should do when your dad is sick. most of the time, i take my dad to the dialysis centre in the morning. And i did spend time with my dad most of it. But still, i want my dad to see me be a successful person and getting married and etc.... =) 

Friday met up my friends in alexsis in midvalley. joking and laughing and etc..... but i am gonna say it and damn it i am going to. my friend literally took my hp and started replying to people by sms. i got kinda pissed off that he did that to me thinking that someone might even thought i am an ass in replying those sms with compulsive words and a kind of desperation. It really did. the night was not nice. i was 5 min late to work and couldnt think of anything. People started calling me in telling me, Raymond !!!!!! how coould u say that in the sms ? i was totally fucked. Thanx to my friend writing all the bullshit and nonsense and sending it. 

oh i really wish i could just go back to thursday. well, i aint gonna tell it here. Thats for sure. 

kinda remember when i read sean penn's autobiography. he quoted : 

Love is a mess, at best, and i figure it can be very real in spite of all the things people try to attach to it. - Sean Penn 

end.....

Just my luck....

well, this day is just hectic and suck up . =) i barely even make it to office on time, but i really did enjoy my thursday. that really cheer me up . friday was just not what i expected.

went dinner out in alexis at midvalley, friends all gagging up and talk stuff with each other.

i was thinking what am i doing here at the first place ? why cant there is spices in your life ? i really felt so contented that i just want to head back to the time when i was in college. i had fun there . this is plain, boring and suck Raymond. hahahahahaaa

what i love to do every friday was to head out, watch a movie, talk about good ole times as well as being just you. wish i could do that all over again . god, if i ever had a chance to be in that place, i really wanted to . i just want to get out from everyone. be like where i was last time. Book a hotel room , write scripts and just listen to jazz music. Damn i wish for that again to happen. but i think it will. i can do it.!!!!!!! Be positive !!!!!!!

i use to travel around so much , i keep a log journal with me wherever i go. but now, these past few days just too lazy to keep on track on all this things. This sux. hhahahahaaa dont care. i will start my travel log soon.

Wednesday is crap.......=(

what a day to start wednesday. At least i had a fun for a while only. .....


was driving my dad to the hospital , drop him off. and had breakfast with him.
i slept the whole afternoon . my friend initially told me that he wants to watch a movie at 4pm. but too bad, i got up late. hehehheeeee

but later in the evening, i did so many stuff. productivity 80% .

but then, later it became a stressful thing. no jam, but mistakes and mistakes are benig made. sigh........ i just want to go home la. hahahahahaaaa its not my day .

tuesday is like that

i met up my friend during lunch time. And we ate Prawn mee....... hahahahaaaa near kepong baru.

that was so good. heheheheee

late rin the afternoon i wanted to check out in the apartment but i was too tired to go anywhere, instead i fell asleep after that good food. =) woke up like 5.30pm . Darn i didnt realised i was that tired.

when i was driving on the way to work, i stop by a shop to check on furniture stuff. there was nothing much inside but they had some items i want to buy. too bad still saving money for something. =) sob...sob...sob...

i got a call when arriving at work. My friend told me that i had to plan for his wedding which is coming next year. So i told him that i will come out with a few ideas for his video.

i wish i have help from someone . heheheheee that way i can spend more time doing technical stuff...

Another day of monday.......sigh.

woke up quite early and had the service people came over to my house to service my aircond. noisy as hell...... urrrggghhhh.



then i head off to check on some items outside, did my banking stuff and visit a production house in the morning.



i just found out the job that they are offering. Darn, it is too good to be true. =(

called up a friend and he told me to stay on in EDS but 70% of people told me that i should be taking up the film job. i m seriously stuck in between now.



what more i did was to start working on the jobs that had to be done by this week. otherwise i m screwed. and shooting of a local

sunday blues......

its a sunday. cant think of any what i shall do .i literally slept the whole day without not doing anything. Yesterday night i had to edit a video of a friend corperate video that he needs to submit on monday. But it turn out well. and got paid. hahahhahaa. 

i head out today to have lunch with my parents. dad wanted to try some place new . so had to drive a very far place. later the day, i went to jeff's house to talk about shooting a film. Crap, i was being given the AC ( Assistant Camera ) Job for a feature length film here in malaysia. The first 35mm movie shot on anamorphic. Well, if you folks don't know about it. 

so anyways, i had to give them a 2 week request respond if i would want the job. I was thinking hard the whole day. 35 days shoot. RMxx,xxx , my first feature length film. =-----(  i have to think about it. 

back home i was also thinking alot of stuff. From work in EDS, the upcoming jobs which i have to take, was thinking about someone as well...... ever since i started working, it was okie at the first run, but after that when my efford of applying for a feature film came true, it just hits right in the brick wall. my ma told me the job could be an on and off job. but my mom knows i have been doing this for many years and she wants to see my work on the TV and cinema. God, what should i do ?  

in the evening, my best friend raj came by and his ex-gf's brother called him out. we went all the way to KLCC on a wet evening. sigh.....horrible. just not a day at all. buka puasa and head straight back home. 

then i started posting up this blog, started doing my video edit for my short film, did color correction and etc.... i'll post up the picture to let u have a look at my work. 

saturday - weekend of enjoy.

Yay...... saturday. but still i didnt had enough sleep at all. =( 

i head back to my apartment and guess what ??? i couldnt sleep. 

so i clean the place. 

i was suppose to be on a shoot, but the director 

called me at night to say that the shoot was postpone until further notice due to insufficient funds. heheheheee tsk tsk tsk money management problem as always. 

afternoon i picked up my best friend karl and we head over to a few places and my gosh i had to my little sister up . sigh....... why cant she drive? nobody knows. 

I break fast with him at damansara uptown and along the way i was snapping photo's as usual . 

Hot sunny day and so many people. arrrggghhh. especially queuing at the bank to widraw money. 

later in the evening, i went out with his indo friends. my god i havent seen them in ages. we were sitting and talking for 3 hours !!!!!!! OMG. hahahahahaa but they was so many stories i miss so much. not imagining i understood what they are saying. God, i miss jakarta so much. 

the food, the shopping complex, the people and the music. its just so fantastic. i remember once when i went to this hotel call " Hotel Murni ". That place is a hang out place for all the adults and working people as well as teenages go there and sit down to listen the jazz performers. 

gue udah lupa berbisa bhsa indonesia .hahhaahahaaaa

and we headed to play pool at the sports bar. it was fun. =) came home flat dead on the couch typing this thing. ........ 

Boring friday

i got up........my back was hurting and i couldn't move my right arm. arrrggghhhh. thats the problem when sleeping only one side of the bed. =)

i head off met my best friend to have dinner. He wanted to head out and party tonight but i just couldn't go . so we ended talking thing we have not catch up for some time.

Step into the office, didnt felt good already. And started to get sleepy. yawwwwnnnnn....

i wish the day would just come and go. and on and on and on .........
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TGIF ( thank god is friday )

I was still at the office typing this out. Didn't what to type as i was falling asleep on the table. but i manage to go out and click photographs you would never imagine seeing it. and i couldnt help seeing this sky. it was so beautiful. The ray of light and the sun starts rising up. =) And this was at about 6.30am at the EDS office. hahahahaaaa 

As i stood outside waiting the sun to come up, there i head back in and finish my work . 

alright..........its 8am, still clearing up my work , say good byes to people and i will never forget that...... hahaahahhaaha too bad i aint gonna say

 it out in here. 

so i met my friend, got too enthusiastic with the scenery, i ran down to grab my camera. and i took more and more photo's in front of the building. hahahahaha damn i just cant believe i did that. 

kept on snapping and snapping until it's time for me to go home. =) 

This is for you . 

Thursday - the day of stress in the morning and chill in the evening

went back stucked in a jam today. arrrrgggghhhh. for 1 hour plus. got home went flat dead in the bed. then my client came by to check on video editing. took only 1/2 hour. Thank god for that. after that i could sleep so peacefully. But it was so hot today i could barely even sleep . but i sleep anyways.

Then i woke up 6pm. a friend asked me to join he and his gf for drinks at vinty's in damansara . That was a good drink . 2005 sauvignon blanc from chile, that was fantastic. talked about what happen and bullshit la. hahahahaaaa

i manage to reach to office in time just enough to take a few photo's of the putrajaya bridge and the moon . i dont know if it looks okie but it looks very nice on the camera.

hahahahaa..... it did.

When i saw the moon, it began to make me wonder about something or someone. =)

What a great day to start the work

Normally i would wake up all tired and thinking what i should do today. But seeing someone did make my day a better place. imagine meeting someone who has common interest as you has so many things to talk about. I was surprised to hear and glad to know that i could share my thoughts to that special someone. Damn, i wish i could have more time. hahahahahaaa anyways, i started writing my story script and hope to show it to someone. =)

And then i head off to see my friend, Jeff. he passed me the storyboard that was going to be done this saturday's shoot for a TV commercial for Deepavali.

Driving back home.... Faith hill's song came up on the radio. That reminds me of my friend telling about how he dedicated the song to his new girl . hahahaaa.

i wish the day wouldnt have ended so fast. but looking forward to the days ahead. =)

My first time blogging.

Date : 10 september 2008

Its my first time writing crap in this page. but i will keep u update on my status for Filmaking and upcoming inside production of any upcoming movie. I'll keep you post dated.